Tuesday, February 23, 2010

this is not how i want to be forgotten/this is not how i want to leave remains

So this post has a bit of a purpose.

It's the National Eating Disorder Association's awareness week this week. I was thinking about how to approach writing about this, because I hold it as something very important.

In full honesty, I started this blog as a way to help my own recovery from an eating disorder. Music is something that fills my body and my heart and my intangible essence with dizzy, beating life, and I used its power to wake me up and bring me back to myself.

While on a glorious blue sky hike with my new dog Oskar (yes, named for Oskar Blues in Lyons), I was listening to the new Matt Pond PA album, released this April, that my vivacious friend Heather introduced me to. It got me thinking about how best to explain why being in touch with music is integrally tied to my connection to my body...and how many people in the world have lost touch with their bodies and their souls to eating disorders.


It's a strange society we live in. Over processed food and over produced digitally enhanced pop stars are supposed to sustain us. Does anyone else find it totally unappetizing? I know I do. It's too easy to accept the packaging without checking the inside. And these days, most of what we're told to accept (diets, gym memberships, the Jonas Brothers) are completely void of substance.

I challenge everyone (including myself) to find what really moves you. What sustains you and nourishes and feeds all the interconnected parts of you. What drives out the other definitions and expectations and sends your guarded eyes flying open.

Matt Pond PA's soon to be released The Dark Leaves got me moving out of intuition and genuine happiness this morning, and that's the only way I want to ever experience life. I hope that everyone who struggles with remaining real and healthy in such a fun house world can find what works for them to reconnect the wires, whether it be music or something else.

But if you are sparked by music, check out this track that trapped me in its pensive richness and complex brightness.

Remains- Matt Pond PA

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Saturday, February 20, 2010

after all the trouble, after all of the commotion...i walked right through, the door was always open (joe pug interview)




Joe Pug was gracious enough to let me sit down with him before his show yesterday evening to discuss, among other things, the release of his debut full length album Messenger, and the past couple years that have sent this Chicago based musician all over the world singing things that hold people's hearts in a vise grip.

So it seemed natural to ask if that decision to leave the University of North Carolina right before senior year for Chicago was driven by the desire to make music. Apparently it wasn't; at least, not at first. He claims he started playing guitar more than he had before for something to do other than the carpentry he had taken up (his father's trade, too).

MBFA: So carpentry isn't Plan B?

JP: Oh no. I'm a horrible carpenter.

Honesty like that is what carries Joe Pug's music. Especially in his lyrics, where his mark on me has been defined by his ability to take big, inexplicable feelings and put them into a couple lines that just dissolve me. No frills, no fluff.

JP: I had a professor in college who said that a writer needed to have an infallible bullshit detector. You need to be able to edit yourself really honestly.

He went on to describe his writing process (one he admits is slow and very purposeful), writing out lyrics in the air with his hands, and using an invisible red pen to cross out big sections and single words. I could practically see the trimmed excess float into the ether, leaving only the miraculously few words that do much more when unburdened.

JP: I like to take out whole parts of songs I thought it needed and say, "what is the song now?"

It was a new experience to hear one of my favorite artists talk about his song writing process like I would talk about my old college papers. But it brought up the fact that as the audience, we don't see that. Joe Pug puts out albums that roll with power in a way that feels so effortless and natural. Like he woke up one morning with truth in the front of his mouth and on his fingertips.

JP: Have you read a book by Annie Dillard on writing?

MBFA: I haven't

JP: She talks about the writing process and how the audience doesn't need to see it. They just need where you get to. [holds up his hands to show a mountain climb by fingers through the air, with one hand at the base, and one hand reaching a high point] so they just need it when what you're writing gets up here. They need to skim the cream off the top.

MBFA: So you edit yourself a lot then?

JP: There are a lot of Joe Pug songs that aren't powerful. They just don't leave the studio!

I was so tempted to ask him what Joe Pug song he felt like was the most powerful, but I couldn't impose a Sophie's Choice on the guy right before a show. So I settled into talking about the EP he released last year, Nation of Heat.

MBFA: At first I thought maybe you were going for something political with a title like that, but it's not an album that speaks to government politics. Did you have a message you wanted to get out there when you released the record?

JP: I think that a specific message...that's more you, the audience, than me. I think it's more my job to give a blank canvas to put yourself or what you want on it.

MBFA: That's not something I've thought about before; art as a blank canvas.

JP: Oh I think the best artists are able to do that. They're able to give people something to put themselves on. It's what I try to do, or hope to do.

MBFA: Do you have any artists you think do that very well?

JP: Well, all the artists that I would probably count as my biggest influences. Let me think...I think Lucinda Williams does a great job...Steve Earle, and of course Bob Dylan. He kind of invented it, or a way of doing it.

MBFA: You've been compared a lot to Dylan! Do you think that's accurate?

JP: Well sure! Similar styles...I don't think it's far off the mark. And it's definitely flattering, but I also think it's also an unimaginative comparison.

While the conversation turned back to his music and his new material that he is hoping to record during his 12 hour days in the summer, I remembered a quote I had heard and still can't quite pin down even now, about the writing process. How it is like walking around, eating and drinking life, and then the next morning is when you are able to throw it up into a song. Joe chuckled after I outlined the idea of it, and then expanded on it.

JP: I think that's a really good comparison, actually.

MBFA: Music as the morning after.

JP: Yeah. I'm just now getting to to the point of taking some really big, emotional things that happened a couple years ago and being able to write songs around them. Every time I've tried before...it's come off too overt and specific. But I think I'm getting to the morning after now.

From his boundless and fervid set opening for Justin Townes Earle, and the goosebumps that made the topography of my arms match everyone around me in the Bluebird, I would say that Joe Pug has only begun to make music that reflects the honest living of life. In fact his set and his music remind me very strongly of a favorite Annie Dillard quote:

"I would like to learn, or remember, how to live."

Check out his wonderful album, Messenger, that I have not stopped spinning since I got my ears on it.














Fun Fact: The full band version of Speak Plainly Diana is how he always envisioned the song during the writing process.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

new the national news


It's true. The National has recognized our impassioned, somewhat creepy and obsessed desire for them, and Boxer is finally going to have a follow up. And it is set to be released this May, with a tour backing it this spring and summer (no Colorado dates, sorry folks).

However, that doesn't quell my excitement at hearing these guys put out another album sure to send me into fits of joy. You know the kind. Where you are sitting there listening to something so unbelievably wonderful that all you can do is smile and maybe emit some sort of gleeful and wordless exclamations. Here's a preview:


England (Live)- The National

The Runaway(Live)- The National

Blood Buzz(Live)- The National


Thousand Black Cities(Live)- The National



The National tour 2010

MARCH

28 MARCH: KNOXVILLE, TN - BIG EARS FESTIVAL 2010 / TENNESSEE THEATRE @ 9PM // TICKETS

APRIL

22 APRIL: RICHMOND, VA - THE NATIONAL // TICKETS
23 APRIL: RICHMOND, VA - THE NATIONAL // TICKETS

MAY

06 MAY: LONDON, UK - ROYAL ALBERT HALL // SOLD OUT
07 MAY: PARIS, FRANCE - LE ZENITH w/ PAVEMENT // FNAC / Digitick
09 MAY: BERLIN, GERMANY - ASTRA // TICKETS
21 MAY: LOS ANGELES, CA - THE WILTERN // TICKETS ON-SALE FRI 12 FEB @ 10AM EST
22 MAY: LOS ANGELES, CA - THE WILTERN // TICKETS
23 MAY: SAN DIEGO, CA - SPRECKELS THEATRE // TICKETS
26 MAY: OAKLAND, CA - FOX THEATRE // TICKETS ON-SALE SUN 14 FEB @ 10AM PCT
27 MAY: OAKLAND, CA - FOX THEATRE // TICKETS

JUNE

02 JUNE: BOSTON, MA - HOUSE OF BLUES // TICKETS
03 JUNE: BOSTON, MA - HOUSE OF BLUES // TICKETS ON-SALE FRI 12 FEB @ 10AM EST
04 JUNE: PHILADELPHIA, PA - ELECTRIC FACTORY // TICKETS ON-SALE FRI 12 FEB @ 10AM EST
05 JUNE: PHILADELPHIA, PA - ELECTRIC FACTORY // TICKETS
06 JUNE: WASHINGTON, DC - DAR CONSTITUTION HALL // TICKETS
08 JUNE: TORONTO, CANADA - MASSEY HALL // TICKETS
09 JUNE: TORONTO, CANADA - MASSEY HALL // TICKETS ON-SALE FRI 12 FEB @ 10AM EST
11-13 JUNE: MANCHESTER, TN - BONNAROO // TICKETS
16 JUNE: NEW YORK, NY - RADIO CITY MUSIC HALL // TICKETS

JULY

27 JULY: BROOKLYN, NY - CELEBRATE BROOKLYN! w/ BEACH HOUSE // TICKETS

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

let’s call me a baptist/ call this the drowning of the past


The Scottish band, Frightened Rabbit, ceaselessly knocks the wind out of me with their heart string tugging brand of folk rock. Their 2008 release, Midnight Organ Fight, has not stopped reminding me that the most powerful and strong steps a person can take often come right after getting knocked down. That album propelled me forward, challenging its audience to find the invigorating will to rewrite after everything you knew was erased.

And come March 1, they're going to do it again. Unapologetically, and you're going to like it (at least that's my 100% objective viewpoint). Swim Until You Can't See Land, also the name of the single, sounds just like what I need in the middle of a bleak, gray winter. It's full of jumping strings, scraping guitar, horizons full of blood red light from a cyclical sun, and Scott Hutchinson's vocals sounding as full and raw and hopeful as I could ever hope to handle. Frightened Rabbit has a way of making me feel renewed and expansive, both rooted inextricably in my past, and blowing blindly toward something that holds a world of promise.


Swim Until You Can't See Land- Frightened Rabbit


Frightened Rabbit - 2010 Tour Dates
Feb 02 - Metro Theatre Sydney, New South Wales %
Feb 03 - The Filth @ Beach Road Hotel Sydney
Feb 04 - The Palais Melbourne %
Mar 04 - Duchess York, UK
Mar 05 - Club Academy Manchester, Uk
Mar 06 - West End Centre Aldershot, UK
Mar 08 - Thekla Bristol, UK
Mar 09 - Academy 2 Oxford
Mar 10 - Koko London, UK
Mar 12 - Academy 2 Birmingham, UK
Mar 13 - Leadmill 2 Sheffield, UK
Mar 14 - Arts Centre Norwich, UK
Mar 17 - Austin, Texas @ SXSW
Mar 18 - Austin, Texas @ SXSW
Mar 19 - Austin, Texas @ SXSW
Mar 20 - Austin, Texas @ SXSW
Apr 17 - Indio, Calif. @ Coachella
Apr 19 - Tempe, Ariz. @ The Clubhouse
Apr 21 - Houston, Texas @ Walters
Apr 22 - Dallas, Texas @ Loft @ Palladium Ballroom
Apr 23 - Little Rock, Ark. @ Revolution
Apr 24 - Atlanta, Ga. @ The Masquerade
Apr 25 - Carrboro, N.C. @ Cat's Cradle
Apr 27 - Washington, D.C. @ Black Cat
Apr 28 - New York, N.Y. @ Webster Hall
Apr 29 - Boston, Mass. @ Paradise
Apr 30 - Philadelphia, Pa. @ First Unitarian Church
May 03 - Montreal, QC @ Petit Campus
May 04 - Toronto, ONT @ Opera House
May 06 - Newport, Ky. @ Southgate House
May 07 - St. Louis, Mo. @ The Old Rock House
May 08 - Chicago, Ill. @ Metro
May 09 - Milwaukee, Wisc. @ Pabst Theatre
May 10 - Minneapolis, Minn. @ Varsity Theater
May 12 - Denver, Colo. @ Bluebird Theatre
May 13 - Salt Lake City, Utah @ Urban Lounge
May 15 - Vancouver, B.C. @ Biltmore Cabaret
May 16 - Seattle, Wash. @ Neumo's Crystal Ball Reading Room
May 17 - Portland, Ore. @ Berbati's Pan
May 19 - San Francisco, Calif. @ The Fillmore
May 22 - San Diego, Calif. @ Casbah



Friday, February 5, 2010

see i'm stuck in this city but i belong in a field



Maybe you had picked up by now that I am somewhat of a bluegrass fan. You know I appreciate a hot, fresh banjo roll, and fleet mandolin. Now it has its time and place for me, but when someone nails that genre, I pour myself another Jameson on the rocks and let my hair down. No one does this as well for me as Chris Thile, formerly of Nickel Creek, and currently of the dynamite group, The Punch Brothers. When I saw them in Telluride this past summer they covered Radiohead until two in the morning. And I met Ed Helms. I peaked that night. You're catching me on the way down.


Before Punch Brothers called themselves...Punch Brothers, they were known as "Chris Thile and the How to Grow a Band." Under that name they released a 2006 album How to Grow a Woman from the Ground, a concept album relying heavily on covers to tell a story of love lost and debauchery discovered. It's scotch soaked, gritty, and unabashedly rooted in bluegrass content and sound.

What I love about this mandolin wunderkind and his band of lovable and light fingered geniuses is that they connect bluegrass unapologetically to whatever other genre they damn well feel like. In fact, they expose somewhat brazenly the fact that many songs can be wailed on with a mandolin and sound completely natural. Like the song I'm going to highlight tonight, off the aforementioned 2006 album.

Heart in a Cage by The Strokes is a song that when listened to seems birthed in and raised by rock and roll. Noisy guitar, clashing hi hat, and incendiary riffs hold tight to searing lyrics about banging around with your imprisoned heart, and the genuine anger that gets worn down into sadness from the fight.

And it still manages to not be a downer. Now who could top that? No one.

But the Punch Brothers don't top it. They don't try. It's almost like watching a bunch of professors show how musical power doesn't come from the electricity in the amps, but in the electricity and pulse of the artists and what's behind it all. Oddly enough, both versions sort of make me want to get up and go run up the side of a mountain with all the adrenaline this song pumps into my limbs.

Listen to both. My heart knocks around with the experience of both versions; knowing what it's like to want to be heard and challenged and allowed to feel all those pounding, wild eyed things.

(I really like the music video for the original.)








Well I don't feel better
When I'm fucking around
And I don't write better
When I'm stuck in the ground
So don't teach me a lesson
Cause I've already learned
Yeah the sun will be shining
And my children will burn

Oh the heart beats in its cage

I don't want what you want
I don't feel what you feel
See I'm stuck in a city
But I belong in a field

Yeah we got left, left, left, left, left, left, left

Now it's three in the morning and you're eating alone

Oh the heart beats in its cage

All our friends, they're laughing at us
All of those you loved you mistrust
Help me I'm just not quite myself
Look around there's no one else left
I went to the concert and I fought through the crowd
Guess I got too excited when I thought you were around

Oh he gets left, left, left, left, left, left, left

I'm sorry you were thinking; I would steal your fire.
The heart beats in its cage
Yes the heart beats in its cage
Alright

And the heart beats in its cage

Thursday, February 4, 2010

laura veirs was my january


I didn't expect to find an album to clutch to my chest so early in the year. However. I also really enjoy being proven wrong.

Laura Veirs is no rookie to putting out an album. The Portland based singer/songwriter had sent out six albums before July Flame burst into hypnotic, shimmering life.

Her piano and string-centric (with some lovely synth thrown in appropriately) stories make me feel like I'm coasting serenely down a tree lined path, or sliding my bare feet very carefully across morning grass. There's a solitude to this music. The tracks seem to betray the summery name of the album until I listened closely and felt the wood smoke, the fireflies, and the setting of the summer sun. It's not "whooo"ing with your friends in the car music. It's a different side of a summer day. Somewhat reminiscent of:

Orange Sky- Alexi Murdoch


It's wide eyed and unwavering in its ambient folk wandering. It's nostalgic in its love laden imagery, but in such an honestly disarming way even the most stoic of hearts could shift a little to let this stuff in.

Don't Lose Yourself- Laura Veirs

Make Something Good- Laura Veirs (feat. Jim James)

Enjoy the darkness that Jim James' rumble infuses on Make Something Good.